It's not as bad as I thought it would be. Sure, it was difficult at first and I went pretty much kicking and screaming, but now that I have a couple months under my belt I've realized I can handle it. I think I even like my job a little bit more now.
Would I rather stay at home and not work at all? I don't quite know the answer to that. I do know that I'm very satisfied with working part time. I get days to stay home and be with Kinsey all day. Those days really are such a treasure. I'm pretty sure I appreciate my time with her more than I did before I started working. Then other days I get to go and be out in the working world. I get to pursue the calling God gave me to become a nurse. Our babysitter is so loving and I am so thankful for her. The whole situation feels very God-designed specially for us!